Monday, March 22, 2010

False Prophets? Brief!!


So how do we identify false prophecy? 1John4:1 tells us NOT to believe every spirit but to try the spirits to see if they are from God. How many of us do that? How do we try the spirits? John goes on to say any spirit that does not confess that Jesus has come in the flesh is not of God (1John4:3).
Well what does that mean? Well (Revelation 19:10) says that the testimony of Jesus is the spirit of prophesy. Ok. John the first chapter says that the Word became flesh and dwealt among us (John 1:14). So cool!! Jesus is the word made flesh and therefore His testimony will be the measuring stick for the prophesies that many speak out. Note: if it does not line up with what Jesus said it is therefore false. Example: There are people right now who are looking for revival and they are claiming that God is moving where they are. This causes the saved to be drawn to go to where "God is" in order to part take of God. Well, that sounds great doesn't it? Well, what does Jesus have to say about that? (Luke 17:23) says if someone tells you Jesus is here or if Jesus is there do not believe them. (Luke 17:20) says that the Kingdom does not come by observation, but that the Kingdom is IN you. Jesus is IN you. Know ye not that you are temple of Holy Spirit? The problem here is people are running all over this nation and world looking for God and they have no true concept of the inward dwelling of God in them. The prophets that draw them tell them that God is there and they go. NO! God is in you. But why would a believer go after a false prophet? Jesus says in Matthew 24:24 that these false prophets have the power to perform signs and wonders. So today when we see signs and wonders we say "God is moving" and we forsake the Kingdom in us, the Jesus in us and travel to get the Jesus and Kingdom somewhere else.
In short, true prophets operate under the spirit of prophecy and that spirit is lined up with what Jesus has said because Christ told us that He will not speak of himself but will glorify the Son. In many cases "where the Spirit is" there is no mention of Jesus, just a mention of gifts, signs, and wonders, and more spirit, but nothing of Christ. This contradicts. Read the testimony of Christ and gain for yourself the discernment to steer clear of false teachers.

The Conversion from Driver to Pedestrian


This was just a thought that ran through my mind as I was walking the streets of Boston. It seems to be a great disconnect between those who drive their cars and those who walk the streets and sidewalks. I have observed that when people are driving and there is someone who wants to cross they will drive at a rate of speed to prevent the crossing pedestrian. The logic is, "Oh this guy wants to cross, let me hurry and get by so he can cross." Sometimes the logic isn't even that giving. Sometimes it is simply not thinking about those who need to cross, but a tunnel vision on where the driver needs to go. I have even seen when folks were in the rain or the snow and they had to wait for a car to pass before they made it cross the street. The sad thing is even though the driver is sitting comfortably in a great seat and warm air blowing on them they disconnect from the those who do no have those advantages. Now there is still magic in putting on the shoes f someone else. One day that driver is going to have to park and get out of the car and they will be converted from driver to pedestrian. What I have seen is that once this conversion has happened the driver/pedestrian begins to take command of crossing the street and get angry for other cars doing to him what he did to others, and he may never get that connection. Why even talk about this? I think that there is a clear parallel of this in our daily lives. We can be so contradicting, I know I can. In one place I demand grace, and in another I demand justice. Integrity is my prayer. That I will not become bias on topics but that I remain true and honest and integral through out my days with all, friends and strangers. If not I will enjoy the pleasures of privilege and never be able to lift others to my level. We can't become drivers (blessed, successful, whatever) and forget that we were pedestrians, or that we have to be pedestrians at any time. Consistency and Integrity.

Sunday, March 21, 2010

Finding the TRUE Human Soul


Being in love with something. Being willing to die for something. These two concepts are huge, and they are at the core of all humanity. We yearn for the hugeness of this life, which is why we sort of cling to Harry Potter, and Lord of the Rings, and Narnia and Star Trek (I was a Trekie for a very long time LOL). We pay to see these types of fantastical stories because something in us connects to them, as if they were reality. As if the possibility of these stories being real is quite potential. The true human soul. Being an artist requires truth. Naked, offensive, God-given, unadulterated truth. If we can't tell the truth we are doomed to live disconnected from our own humanity.

The true human soul and returning to this place, this consciousness, this reality will allow us to live our lives in such a way that the modern world would have to throw us in jail, or burn us at the stake, or crucify us and destroy our legacy by recording us in history as terrorists. To be in love with the human race and to be willing to fight for a cause threatening the object of that love even to the death is NOT what sells tickets or boosts tv ratings. The system is counting on you to be so afraid of death that you will continue to live your life in a bubble separate from your fellow human beings. That you will buy more of the latest tech toy in order to verse you in the things that are not alive and look away from those who are alive. I mean I have a blackberry too, and I have an e-mail, but when my phone, or my flat screen, or my ipad, or anything else that doesn't take one breath takes the place of the joy and enjoyment from other living people we would have to admit that we are falling from our humanity.

I am guilty too. I am afraid. I constantly ask my God to give me a heart that genuinely loves and cares for others. Because my fears of being in a group is based on so many things. One of those is being afraid that I will lose my spot, that I have to be able to compete with those around me in some way in order to maintain my spot. But if we could find the vein of the true human soul we would love without fear, we would risk without fear because we would discover that THERE IS A PLACE FOR YOU. In this large human body, you are a member and needed for the forward movement of our race. How do we get there? A place where there is no war? A place where we don't compete for fame, but battle all the inner impulses that hide the human soul. I don't know. But I do know that we have a creator, and in Him there is the answer. From Him is the direction, and if I would become sensitive and listen I could hear the instructions that can lead me to the genesis of humanity, full of unconditional love and willing to give everything to protect the object of that love.

Monday, March 15, 2010

Selling Out

One of the most difficult things to toss up in the brain is the issue of selling out. As a Christian artist this means so many things. We are to do all things for the glory of God, and so with our work we market ourselves to get the audition to get the part to the rehearsal to the performances, all of it is done for the glory. For me, the moment it becomes about something other than that it can easily become worshipping another god. I mean the grind you have to be on in order to get work and stay working. The hours of reading and research, not to mention the physical parameters you plan to meet to keep your instrument healthy and active and prepared. The sheer concentration of all these energies in one directing, acting, is almost like worship. We MUST have convictions. We MUST have standards or else we sell out on the ultimate creditor, our Father.
We are a ship that has a mighty anchor on it and it keeps us grounded when the winds come. The business for a Christian artist can be a stormy sea. If we are not grounded in some standard the winds of entertainment and doing it for you, and other persuasions will toss you to and fro and yes, yes, soon you will have to survive the way the other ships do, addictions. You will be filled with this need, empty and void, that must be filled everyday. If this need is not filled your lack of standard will cause suicidal thoughts to creep in and sooner or later it may be you who dies of the overdose of some drug. It is just so important to have something you stand for or you will fall for everything. Selling out is at the core placing yourself on an auction block and going forward into the slavery of others. Stand tall, head up, shoulders back and declare that you are a son of God not a beast of burden; no one will be able to ride me!!!!

Sunday, March 14, 2010

RISK

If you are not willing to risk you are not willing to love, and if you are not willing to love how can you ever find the purpose of your life? We live in a world of billions of people, and through the media we are all neighbors, or family in one way or another. There is no way to escape it, if you are looking for your purpose in this life, with this sort of context IT INVOLVES PEOPLE. Having been alive on earth we all notice, recognize, accept that PEOPLE can and will let us down. WOW!! Now how do you deal with that? Your purpose is irrevocably tied to people and yet the very object of your purpose is the very thing, though potential, that can let you down. Life is about RISK. The choice to live in itself is a RISK. Love is a RISK. There is no escape from the RISK, but if your fear outweighs the needs of the people then maybe you are right, sit down and shut up and let someone else do it. But if you have looked into the deepest parts of yourself and found that your purpose in this life is worth the risk, that your fear can never compare to the starving and the naked, the unfortunate and the oppressed, then be ready to risk it... yes your life. I am a firm believer if you are living this life and you can not find something to die for, if need be, you are disconnected from the world you live. You are an alien, and are in my prayers that we all find this connection, this hook up to the true purpose of our lives, each other.
You have to be willing to risk in order to step into your destiny, your purpose, and until you do, until I do, we will never live. We will be the comfortable ones in movie and in reality tv shows who breathe in the safe haven of fiction, untouched by the grim of the real world. Offer your body as a sacrifice for the service of others. Offer your time for the up-lift-ment of others. This is what it means to live. To love God with everything we have to love Him and to love our neighbor as ourself, and that this love is what migrates us all from the barbaric nature of being humans to another level, no title for it, just another level... where war does not exist, where true peace walks freely, where false humility is on death row and we all live for the other, a love unconditional, without the fear of RISK...

Saturday, March 13, 2010

Counterfeit vs Real Thing


Don't settle for the counterfeit, wait for the real thing, we rush so quickly into choosing, picking what gratifies for the moment and agonize forever; don't settle for the copy, the cut and pasted version, wait, patiently, faithfully on the real thing... there will be no regrets.

Definition of Success


My Actor's Manifesto by: WArRiOR

I have redefined success. I guess the industry has redefined success. For them winning the approval of a secret group of board members, who somehow have chosen themselves to judge what is really good work and what is excellent work, the trophy is the end for them. Well, maybe winning more trophies, or gaining more contacts in their email and cell phones that will be an arsenal of stepping stones to achieve, their means to their end. Man, me too though!! I wanted that same thing... the lights, the camera, a piece of me now still imagines answering questions to reporters, "So, Johnnie how does it feel to be here at the Tony's?"

Some how my heart is breaking. My love for the things I use to love is fading. Somehow my feet are touching the ground of a new atmosphere. The definition of success is morphing for me.
Success in the dictionary is defined: noun
1. the favorable or prosperous termination of attempts or endeavors.
2. the attainment of wealth, position, honors, or the like.
3. a successful performance or achievement: The play was an instant success.
4. a person or thing that is successful: She was a great success on the talk show.
5. Obsolete. outcome.

In this product-oriented way the word success and being successful is all about reaching for something out there, and yes indeed some of the work involves this, indeed. But it is the work that involves this... the product is always in process because it is constantly, if fortunate, will be viewed by many people from various backgrounds who will continue to shape it in their own minds as to what it means to them... isn't that something, our final project is always being processed for someone witnessing it. It is never about the product, just the process. It is in the process where we find out who we are and what we are truly capable of. It is in the suffering process of the birthing the child does the mother find the reason to laugh and cling to the child afterward. It is truly in the process of not knowing does the next moment of certainty really clears the mind. The process is where the gold is mined. The process is where, if we can learn to live there, we find the multi-facets of our instrument, the transient beauty of our virtue, the darkness of our vices; it is here where we are most human, most responsive, most connected to the other lives around us because we are DEPENDENT on the unknown. For some reason it is the unknown that draws us humans to the deeper parts of ourselves... for some reason it repels us too. We are afraid of this not-knowing, because it, for me, is the ultimate process of finding the greatest moment of certainty, the reality of God.

As an actor I love my choices. I love my instrument. I will find satisfaction in the now space, not the tomorrow space. I hunger and I thirst for now. I am starving for living in this moment and living it as perfectly as a moment can be lived and moving to the next.